
It's pathetic how I'm still hoping for you to show me how much you love me. It's shameless how I'm still clinging on to the hope that there is a proper explanation to everything that has happened. And even if there isn't, that you are planning to shower me with apologies and right all this wrong.
I should have trusted my own judgement, I believed someone I barely even knew. When I knew you so well, and I knew you would never lie.
Lord, I ask for your help because I'm unable to help myself.
diagnosed of lucid psychosis
2:07 AM

My darlings Foo Hua and Xin Lei are back from Shanghai. Yay!
I'm moving on. You are probably reading this blog thinking, did I manage to do it? Did I manage to ruin her life? Too bad, you didn't. You may have lied, cheated and hurt me a whole lot. But I'm gonna stand strong and look forward.
Orchard Road is very alive at night. And I'm not referring to the 8-9pm kind of night. More like the 1-2am kind of night. Went to watch Russian Dolls with Elroy and Peiling last night. Three words: Silly French Film. You decide whether you wanna watch.
diagnosed of lucid psychosis
8:55 PM